Testimonials
These messages were written in Hungarian. What follows is an English translation.
PetraHead massage“First of all, thank you so much for the head massage. I am endlessly grateful to you for the experience, which was more a loving ritual. ❤ This experience touched me deeply.
What this massage gave me most I could compare to a gently waving dance, in which there is holding, and you dare to trust yourself to the other person. Touching my head and my hair is, for me, a very intimate and sensual thing, so it is especially important that I can feel safe while I give myself over to the process.
Touch also brings feelings up, so it is crucial that it be free of intention and of judgement. It was wonderful to experience the unconditional love and acceptance that showed through your movements. I arrived in endless lightness and relaxation. Thank you for this.”
What this massage gave me most I could compare to a gently waving dance, in which there is holding, and you dare to trust yourself to the other person. Touching my head and my hair is, for me, a very intimate and sensual thing, so it is especially important that I can feel safe while I give myself over to the process.
Touch also brings feelings up, so it is crucial that it be free of intention and of judgement. It was wonderful to experience the unconditional love and acceptance that showed through your movements. I arrived in endless lightness and relaxation. Thank you for this.”
TímeaHealing Touch“I have been in self-knowledge work for a long time, and I have already worked in many ways with my father’s side (among other things). The fatherly, holding, safety-giving touch I lived with you, through you, made up for a very essential experience: the attention, the intimacy, and the healthy intimacy with a father that had been missing. I felt something in me had come into its place.
Thank you, with gratitude!
A hug!”
Thank you, with gratitude!
A hug!”
IzabelHealing Touch“Thank you, with gratitude, for today’s time together. I cannot (not yet) put into words what I feel. But this picture comes quite close to it.”
KarolinaHealing Touch“Thank you so much for today. I feel it helped a lot. Thank you that I could be this honest. It was a very good feeling to feel this safe in the touch, and in the conversation. I have not felt this accepted, without judgement, for a long time. It was liberating to experience that I can be myself, that I can say what I think, and that this has a place somewhere without being judged, with acceptance and welcome. Thank you that I could experience that I do not always have to be strong, that it is okay to be afraid, and that I can also see the processes going on in me in another way. 🙂”
BlankaHolding conversation“We have been having conversations for almost a year, and after every meeting I feel an improvement in my everyday life.
I have been to a great many qualified psychologists, but I have never felt this level of acceptance, empathy, and motivation. Many psychologists gave me “homework,” but it always stayed homework, one more effort. With you these are not tasks. They are tools, which I still gladly use today, and they help me watch and understand myself. I already need fewer sessions. I have learned a great many things from you that carry me through the struggles and stressful situations of everyday life.
I also look at my emotions with greater acceptance, and all of this is indispensable for me to live more happily and in better balance, which I owe entirely to you!”
I have been to a great many qualified psychologists, but I have never felt this level of acceptance, empathy, and motivation. Many psychologists gave me “homework,” but it always stayed homework, one more effort. With you these are not tasks. They are tools, which I still gladly use today, and they help me watch and understand myself. I already need fewer sessions. I have learned a great many things from you that carry me through the struggles and stressful situations of everyday life.
I also look at my emotions with greater acceptance, and all of this is indispensable for me to live more happily and in better balance, which I owe entirely to you!”
KarolaRocking“I felt a complete regeneration. You gently massaged through my inner organs. Thank you once for the ‘massage.’ It was a particular experience.
As if I had been lying on an altar, ‘saved.’ Jesus also came to mind, after his death and before his resurrection, in the shroud.
At the first rocking movement (the hip) I felt I was on a boat, swaying on the waves. A slight dizziness caught me too.
At the toes it was a feeling I had not experienced before. It ran on along the nerve fibres as far as my knee.
Later my dog came to mind, and how good it is for him that I knead him every day. He might feel something like this. 😄
At the crown chakra I experienced calm and a stepping out. Perhaps I even fell asleep.
At the very end the long holding of hands was so pleasant and loving that I would have stayed and slept like that for a few more hours.
No images came this time.”
As if I had been lying on an altar, ‘saved.’ Jesus also came to mind, after his death and before his resurrection, in the shroud.
At the first rocking movement (the hip) I felt I was on a boat, swaying on the waves. A slight dizziness caught me too.
At the toes it was a feeling I had not experienced before. It ran on along the nerve fibres as far as my knee.
Later my dog came to mind, and how good it is for him that I knead him every day. He might feel something like this. 😄
At the crown chakra I experienced calm and a stepping out. Perhaps I even fell asleep.
At the very end the long holding of hands was so pleasant and loving that I would have stayed and slept like that for a few more hours.
No images came this time.”
MártaRocking“During the treatment I had a strange feeling, as if my skin were tingling underneath, especially on my arm. It was not a bad feeling at all. I had just never felt anything like it. And the other feeling was calm. I walked a little on the bank of the Danube. It did me good, and the Danube and the landscape were beautiful. What I felt after the treatment, and what is still lasting: as if my batteries had been recharged. Not completely yet, but much better all the same. Thank you very much!”
AnitaRocking“The whole meeting with Endre happened in a flow, because I did not know him. I only found him by chance on Facebook, and I felt I had to go to that call for a rocking massage. Somehow this was exactly what I needed now…
And he received me in a wonderfully beautiful place, Csudahely, from where you can see the beautiful mountains and the Danube.
When the rocking massage began, quiet music was playing. At first I felt my body was very stiff. I felt the rocking could not have an effect on me. I felt like a fossil, and what was very good was that I was not being judged — not the way massage therapists usually say, well yes, this muscle is very hardened, oh this here is very stiff… so there was nothing like that, only patience and acceptance and time, time, time…
Leaving time simply to exist, and it was so good that there was space for the whole of this to be like that. And when at last there was a point where my body gave up its resistance and melted into this supportive space, which is gentle, waiting, attentive, holding, humble, modest.
The word sheltering also comes up. It really is like what we imagine an ideal mother-and-child relationship, or father-and-child relationship, to be, when there is only support and unconditional love and acceptance, and being there is present.
I felt that when I finally managed to melt into it, or to give myself over to this loving energy, I relaxed, and then suddenly, in an interesting way, I saw a blue light with my eyes closed, at my legs, when the loosening of my thighs was happening with the rocking.
I saw a beautiful dark-blue light, like the colour of the Medicine Buddha, and it is interesting that I saw colours like this, but that is what it was. Then turquoise blue, and then the colour passed into neon green.
These really are the colours of healing, but of course I saw or felt them with my eyes closed the whole time.
I have a problem with my right leg, and during the rocking of it I felt I had to cough, and when I gave one or two little coughs, the tension went straight out of that leg, and a sentence came into my head: it does not have to be, it does not have to hurt there. And the pain passed, and it does not hurt now either.
Then somehow I became attentive to Endre, and I thought a little about what hard work this must be for him. And when I paid attention to him I felt he was very holding, modest, very kind. I felt a curious and healing intention from him, and a helping energy connected with humility, but in such a way that he waits, helping in a supportive way, holding, waiting for you to arrive…
Then I saw colours again 🙂. When he moved higher on my arm, and at my shoulder, white and gold light dazzled through my closed eyes.
There was a very great relaxation, and thinking back afterwards, it was as if I were on a sheltering, enormous palm.
The word massage is strange anyway, because this is not like a typical massage. It is very, very fine. It may also be that I am too sensitive for other massages, but for me this was wonderfully good. That is, miraculously good. 🙂
And when I already felt I was floating away, I was so loose and I did not know where I was in the golden light, then Endre touched my head, and suddenly I found my way back into my body, back to the Earth. I was grounded, and after that I felt that I am very strong.
So I did not feel that I had been relaxed and, oh, how loose I am. I felt a strength, an inner strength, that I am strong, and this was very interesting.
Finally my belly was rocked or vibrated, with very careful movements, and this was so good. I think that in 51 years no one had ever touched my belly with two palms like this, and my reaction was not oh, that tickles. It was exactly like a cat lying stretched out in front of the fireplace, or sunning itself in a sunny stripe on the carpet, having its little belly stroked. And what was very interesting was that I fell asleep. At this point, at half past eleven in the morning, with a complete stranger, in a completely strange place!
I think this says everything about this technique: that I let go of myself so much, gave myself over to this energy so much, that I fell asleep, and that is wonderful.
Afterwards Endre sat down beside me and held my hand while the whole miraculous thing called a rocking massage was still ringing down, which is like a cocoon.
I felt us, myself, in a great cocoon, like in a great egg, where I could still hear the birdsong and the neighbour mowing the grass, but somehow I was in the cocoon, where I am healing and there is peace and trust, and again I felt that everything is okay.
Lucien, you said that for you this is like a meditation. It really was like that.
The energies were so beautiful: this helping, healing, patient, time-giving, holding.
After the massage it was the same, but somehow it closed in a way you could feel, when you finished the intention.
Thank you very, very, very much, because the whole of it was very beautiful, and afterwards, all day, and even now at half past eleven at night, I have such a peaceful, good feeling. I have found my way back to myself again. Everything is good as it is. Everything is in the greatest order.
Thank you kindly!
I am very grateful to you, and I am very glad I found you, and thank you very much that I could be there.
And the poem:
Lívia Földes: I Woke on the Palm of God
I woke on the palm of God, and looked down at the Earth,
At snow-white peaks, at barren pastures.
In the mirrors of winding rivers I saw the Sun rise,
In its rays a sleepy dawn was washing.
I saw the ocean shining like a child,
Seagulls dancing with the clouds above it.
I saw peace in the hearts of people,
I saw the forests bathing in the light.
I saw many smiles, and I saw hope,
I saw the human being, and I saw the music,
I saw the earth living in love,
I saw the silence making music with the wind.
I saw God wherever I looked,
While I was sitting in His palm,
And the wind spoke to me in His voice,
Like a mother telling her child a story.
You can see yourself in a million tiny mirrors,
For you see the world as you yourself are.”
And he received me in a wonderfully beautiful place, Csudahely, from where you can see the beautiful mountains and the Danube.
When the rocking massage began, quiet music was playing. At first I felt my body was very stiff. I felt the rocking could not have an effect on me. I felt like a fossil, and what was very good was that I was not being judged — not the way massage therapists usually say, well yes, this muscle is very hardened, oh this here is very stiff… so there was nothing like that, only patience and acceptance and time, time, time…
Leaving time simply to exist, and it was so good that there was space for the whole of this to be like that. And when at last there was a point where my body gave up its resistance and melted into this supportive space, which is gentle, waiting, attentive, holding, humble, modest.
The word sheltering also comes up. It really is like what we imagine an ideal mother-and-child relationship, or father-and-child relationship, to be, when there is only support and unconditional love and acceptance, and being there is present.
I felt that when I finally managed to melt into it, or to give myself over to this loving energy, I relaxed, and then suddenly, in an interesting way, I saw a blue light with my eyes closed, at my legs, when the loosening of my thighs was happening with the rocking.
I saw a beautiful dark-blue light, like the colour of the Medicine Buddha, and it is interesting that I saw colours like this, but that is what it was. Then turquoise blue, and then the colour passed into neon green.
These really are the colours of healing, but of course I saw or felt them with my eyes closed the whole time.
I have a problem with my right leg, and during the rocking of it I felt I had to cough, and when I gave one or two little coughs, the tension went straight out of that leg, and a sentence came into my head: it does not have to be, it does not have to hurt there. And the pain passed, and it does not hurt now either.
Then somehow I became attentive to Endre, and I thought a little about what hard work this must be for him. And when I paid attention to him I felt he was very holding, modest, very kind. I felt a curious and healing intention from him, and a helping energy connected with humility, but in such a way that he waits, helping in a supportive way, holding, waiting for you to arrive…
Then I saw colours again 🙂. When he moved higher on my arm, and at my shoulder, white and gold light dazzled through my closed eyes.
There was a very great relaxation, and thinking back afterwards, it was as if I were on a sheltering, enormous palm.
The word massage is strange anyway, because this is not like a typical massage. It is very, very fine. It may also be that I am too sensitive for other massages, but for me this was wonderfully good. That is, miraculously good. 🙂
And when I already felt I was floating away, I was so loose and I did not know where I was in the golden light, then Endre touched my head, and suddenly I found my way back into my body, back to the Earth. I was grounded, and after that I felt that I am very strong.
So I did not feel that I had been relaxed and, oh, how loose I am. I felt a strength, an inner strength, that I am strong, and this was very interesting.
Finally my belly was rocked or vibrated, with very careful movements, and this was so good. I think that in 51 years no one had ever touched my belly with two palms like this, and my reaction was not oh, that tickles. It was exactly like a cat lying stretched out in front of the fireplace, or sunning itself in a sunny stripe on the carpet, having its little belly stroked. And what was very interesting was that I fell asleep. At this point, at half past eleven in the morning, with a complete stranger, in a completely strange place!
I think this says everything about this technique: that I let go of myself so much, gave myself over to this energy so much, that I fell asleep, and that is wonderful.
Afterwards Endre sat down beside me and held my hand while the whole miraculous thing called a rocking massage was still ringing down, which is like a cocoon.
I felt us, myself, in a great cocoon, like in a great egg, where I could still hear the birdsong and the neighbour mowing the grass, but somehow I was in the cocoon, where I am healing and there is peace and trust, and again I felt that everything is okay.
Lucien, you said that for you this is like a meditation. It really was like that.
The energies were so beautiful: this helping, healing, patient, time-giving, holding.
After the massage it was the same, but somehow it closed in a way you could feel, when you finished the intention.
Thank you very, very, very much, because the whole of it was very beautiful, and afterwards, all day, and even now at half past eleven at night, I have such a peaceful, good feeling. I have found my way back to myself again. Everything is good as it is. Everything is in the greatest order.
Thank you kindly!
I am very grateful to you, and I am very glad I found you, and thank you very much that I could be there.
And the poem:
Lívia Földes: I Woke on the Palm of God
I woke on the palm of God, and looked down at the Earth,
At snow-white peaks, at barren pastures.
In the mirrors of winding rivers I saw the Sun rise,
In its rays a sleepy dawn was washing.
I saw the ocean shining like a child,
Seagulls dancing with the clouds above it.
I saw peace in the hearts of people,
I saw the forests bathing in the light.
I saw many smiles, and I saw hope,
I saw the human being, and I saw the music,
I saw the earth living in love,
I saw the silence making music with the wind.
I saw God wherever I looked,
While I was sitting in His palm,
And the wind spoke to me in His voice,
Like a mother telling her child a story.
You can see yourself in a million tiny mirrors,
For you see the world as you yourself are.”
KingaRocking“For some time I have been looking for my way to that inner calm which, in my childhood, I could reach without any effort, simply by that turning inward which, in the rushing world, I have been able to do less and less often. By now I have almost completely lost my connection with this inner ‘little person.’
When I arrived at Csudahely, the surroundings alone took my words away. An unbelievably beautiful place…. Not only its name: what opens before a person’s eyes really is a wonder.
Then, during the conversation with you and the rocking massage that followed, I was able to reach again that calm which can help me find my way back to myself, and I can rebuild my world through my thoughts. I had a great many ideas in my head about what awaited me during and after the treatment, but you cannot prepare for this, or simply describe it in words.
The tension and chaos that have been in me lately disappeared during this one hour, and a deep calm took their place. The worried thoughts disappeared. Nothing but colourful images, my childhood dreams and desires, came to the surface.
On the way home I was thinking about how I could realise my long-forgotten plans. I was, and have been ever since, full of positive thoughts and energy. So I do not know what you conjured, or how, but thank you very much!”
When I arrived at Csudahely, the surroundings alone took my words away. An unbelievably beautiful place…. Not only its name: what opens before a person’s eyes really is a wonder.
Then, during the conversation with you and the rocking massage that followed, I was able to reach again that calm which can help me find my way back to myself, and I can rebuild my world through my thoughts. I had a great many ideas in my head about what awaited me during and after the treatment, but you cannot prepare for this, or simply describe it in words.
The tension and chaos that have been in me lately disappeared during this one hour, and a deep calm took their place. The worried thoughts disappeared. Nothing but colourful images, my childhood dreams and desires, came to the surface.
On the way home I was thinking about how I could realise my long-forgotten plans. I was, and have been ever since, full of positive thoughts and energy. So I do not know what you conjured, or how, but thank you very much!”
ZitaRocking“I felt a complete regeneration. You gently massaged through my inner organs. I saw the things that keep me from living full harmony leave my body like bubbles and disperse. Meanwhile a desire woke in me to remember my father. I have no memory of him at all, of my childhood relationship with him, but until now this had not occupied me. The whole of it was like when the strings of a guitar that have gone false are tuned.”
ZitaRocking“I came back to myself. Though my cells are still pulsing. My soul was bathed. Enormously expanding, invigorating, calming, loosening. It is very good that you began this. It is very powerful, and I suppose your energies are needed for it too. Thanks once more! ♥️”